108

108 (Burning Fight, Phase 1) from hate5six productions on Vimeo.

Your hypocrisy
Your empty religion
Your proud hollow philosophy
Consumerism, thrice daily cannibalism
Your tv
Your constant sexuality
I oppose, vehemently
I vow

Unbroken Life Love Regret.

D4-
"swallow my lies. as i obscure my emotions.
why must i contest myself.
always against myself."



End of a Lifetime-
"my life once so meaningful and long.
has now turned short into these few remaining days.
memories of a lifetime fill my mind.
as i close my eyes one last time."

In the Name of Progression-
"industrial insanity forces us to follow
we die they prosper only in death can we stop supporting them
only in death can they not have their way with us"



Razor-
"before i consume your filth
consume your product
consume this genocide
consume your media
give me a razor and with this I give my wrists a kiss of steel."

Final Expression-
"it is the last thing i have to give
it is the last thing you haven't taken from me
the final expression is giving up all expression."



Blanket-
"Help us, save us, help us, save us from ourselves
I see no heaven, I see no hell
I just see us, just us cling to the hope that it exists
Falling further with every prayer you whisper
It won`t save you, it won`t save you
Questioning this has saved yourself"

Recluse-
"No hands to touch not a soul to feel hiding myself hiding
emotion all sympathy has been forgotten all affection denied
i perceive nothing i perceive no one darkness is peace silence brings
me peace my heart is closed no one has the key
looking through tears i see your tranquility i see your joy out of reach
slipping away don't past my tears question them comfort me
pull me through the shadows of depression and fear
pull me through the shadows of depression and to the light that
has denied pull me out of this
nothing but fear itself i fear more i fear loneliness"



The Setup
"A means of addiction will be your means of power
Grounded with submission
So we won`t seek a truth
Clear the smoke from my eyes
Clean the toxins from my mind
For today try to escape this disease"

Curtain
"This love built up inside me i thought would last always
once burning wildly now being doused with pain"

Unbroken

thoughts I think the best thing about a hardcore show is the fact that kids like Unbroken, Damnation AD and Chamberlain have had a profound affect on my life without being on TV, without being marketed to me, without being sold to me. These kids from San Diego, DC, and Indiana have helped me get though some rough pretty rough times. I am forever indebted to them for that.

Farside just saw vince neil in the airport.

We still have about four hours to our flight unless we can jump on the 1030 flight. Viva la standby

One day trumpets will sing for me.

Jeremy isn't where he needs to be

Correction: he's back

burning fight show. im at the burning fight show and although im having a good time im annoyed with the fact that I can't take pictures. its allowed but I had to check my camera bag at the coat check (which cost 3 dollars). I would have had to carry my camera in my hands all night which would have sucked. I guess I'm leaving the camera at the hotel tomorrow . In other news I got the Burning fight book and I was credited for several pictures.

in chicago

Here is my first mobile blog

25000

When I was shooting film I took almost 25000 pictures...the only reason I know this is because I just finished a huge project. That project was scanning all of my film negatives. The folder that contains the 8 bathces of pictures contains almost 25000 files. With the completion of that project i'm moving to my next one....I'm going to put all of my VHS tapes onto DVD. Between these two projects i'm going to free up alot of the clutter i have going on in my life. Awesome.

Ebola Virus @ The Argyle 4/11/09

Ebola Virus...

Done Deal @ The Argyle 4/11/09

Done Deal...

No Love Lost @ The Argyle 4/11/09

No Love Lost....

Last Face the Panic Show The Argyle 4/11/09

Face the Panic...

Last Our Times Show @ The Argyle 4/11/09

Our Times.....

RAW wrestling sign Prototypes for 5/4

Farside

For some reason Farside popped into my head this morning so I posted some lyrics.

Hope You're Unhappy lyrics by Farside

I must have had a dream about you
Cause I woke up in the worst of moods
And when I looked at the clock my day was already ruined
I'm glad that you like your new place
And I hope your new job works out well
I'm getting used to my kitchen and sleeping by myself
And as we talk and reminisce
I barely mask how deeply I'm depressed
And though I can't complain
I think I just might
Cause it can't get much worse

And I hope that you're unhappy to be alone

I'm at my suit job everyday
And Farside's writing a new LP
And though I still hate school I've almost got my degree
I keep myself so busy now
Cause I don't want to be at home at all
Cause everytime that I'm there I'm crushed that you haven't called

And then I dwell and reminisce
About the time I bought the angel dress
That you wore for me
And the sun went down
And you swore you were mine

And I hope that you're unhappy to be alone
I don't want to cry anymore than I cry, just as least as much

I know your children will be beautiful
But I don't ever want to know that they exist at all
So let's not talk and reminisce
Cause it won't clear the cobwebs in my chest
When I clench the phone and I grind my teeth
I know that I'm alone

And I hope, I hope you're miserable
And I hope that you're unhappy to be alone

Downtown City HAll 4/5/09

I've been lazy lately

heres a pic

Bad Brains Doc

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